I’ve had more than a few pets in my long life and sometimes I have to dig deep to remember each of them. It’s not that I loved any of them any less than others;
it’s more that when I get a new one he seems like the greatest one ever. I’ve
had ponies, cats and even an alligator as a pet; I loved them all (with the
exception of the alligator), but I have to declare that I’m a dog man. I would
say that dogs seem to have fewer ulterior motives, but that is probably not
true. It’s probably more that the head games they play are easier for me to
understand; I never said I was real smart.
Some of the animals I’ve loved the most
have come to me in the strangest of ways. We once drove to Warner Robins to get a bulldog puppy that
was either $35 or free, it depended on which newspaper add you were answering
(we chose the free one). We adopted several animals that were put out by the
dirt road that fronted our old home and we’ve chosen a puppy (or two) from a litter
produced by one of our own (we don't do this anymore) dogs. But
last weekend was the first time we have gotten one from Animal Rescue.
I have volunteered there in the past
for fund raising events, but this was the first time I’ve ever just went inside
and “viewed the inventory”. I don’t mean this to sound callous, but it is an overwhelming feeling to
walk by each cage and look in the eyes of living creatures that really only
want one thing…you to pick them. It’s a lot like watching kids trying to be
picked by the teacher for a special privilege. Even the playground bully straightens
his collar and plasters the same smile on his face that will melt his mother’s
heart when he needs to. How do you choose? You can’t
choose them all.
We made several rounds through the
kennel area and scratched every nose that poked through the wire. Every size, color and hair length a
dog can possess was represented, and honestly it was getting hard not to get
choked up; I was overwhelmed. To pick one meant that I would have to exclude
the others; part of me wanted to make my typical daddy excuses and just go
home. But before I could leave I realized that I had been standing in the same
spot for quite some time scratching the same dog. I looked at this little white
creature, and without opening my mouth, asked her if she wanted to go home with
me. She said that she did and I told her we would be back for her later. After
we went to Lowes... purchased a kennel and dog-proofed our home…in the next few days…let me check
with my family. No, we’ll be back.
Luckily she was my daughter’s first
choice as well, and after promising the attendant we would be back Monday or
Tuesday, we excitedly headed home to eat lunch. Our old dog was pretty low maintenance
so we needed quite a few things for the new one; we wanted to start everything
off just right. But in the middle of the planning I thought of the little white
dog and the promise we shared. Did she really believe that we would come back
for her? She was the longest resident of ARF in attendance that day (we found
this out later) and I’m sure she’d had her hopes dashed before. “Go get her now”
I told my wife and daughter “I’ll go to Lowes”. Welcome to your new home Sunshine!
Beautiful! And I know just how you feel. I am the proud Momma of 2 ARFans now. I started volunteering with the intentions of just loving them but leaving them there. (We had lost 2 of our beloved dogs the within a year of each other about 6 months before I started volunteering for kennel duty.). It's hard to leave them in the kennels. Even if the new facility is rather posh compared to the Holcombe location! ;)
ReplyDeleteI lost my friend of 11 years back in October and thinking about getting another dog was hard. We talked about it every day and even came close once...but this felt just right!
ReplyDeleteThe people at our ARF here work hard and the accommodations are far from posh, but if this little girl is a gem! Thanks for the comment!
I work with ARF. I knew Sunshine. I take it you haven't been to the new location on Rangeline? Much nicer (posher) than Holcombe...even if its still not as good as a real home. :)
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